You are viewing richyrich909

it's been a while.....   
10:51am 18/07/2004
  well, due to popular demand...i'm back. i'm house sitting in redlands right now, and whenever that happens, i always seem to think a lot. i've been kinda down lately, but i always remember, there are plenty of other people out there who are worse off than me, so yeah, i'll be fine. well, hmmm, what's new?... well, paris and i are now officially history. we parted ways on friday due to, well, growing apart, me needing something and him not really taking the measures to provide it. we were just at two places in life i guess. i hope he does well, and i will miss him, but i dunno, i guess that's just how the cookie crumbles. i want a guy, no, i want a man. i don't want a boyfriend, i want a manfriend...lol. someone who isn't into games and just is a decent person. oh well, a boy can wish...lol. um....i had a lot of fun on friday, before that. my best friend at work, elaine, and i went to get manicures after work. actually i got one, she got her nails done. then we went to the mexico to eat. it was soooooo damn good!!!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. see, i need more times like that, just nice, carefree, and fun. no drama. i think i like hanging out with my girl friends more than the boys, with the exception of kyle and marcus, my right hand men...lol. i'm just thinking a lot right now, and yeah, it's weird, but as always i'll bounce back and be my happy goofy self...lol. well i miss you all, and i'll update later. muah!!!  
     Read 6 - Post
 
i hate the i.e.   
10:08pm 21/06/2004
 
mood: irritated
yeah, it's me again. and yes, again i'm bitching about how life is soooo unfair to me. anyways, i've come to the decision that i hate living in the inland empire. i love my apartment, the land itself has done nothing to me, but i'm just tired of all these fucking idiotic, closed minded people that surround me. i'm tired of not being thought of as attractive because i didn't step out of an abercrombie ad. i'm also tired of seeing my friends get hit on time after time and have me just sitting there like, " um ok....does anyone wanna talk to me?" i dunno, i'm just in a funk i guess. i guess i can't really say it's because i'm black because my friends are too. so i guess that just leaves me to think that i'm just ugly. it sucks, it's sad, but i guess i can accept the fact. maybe i need to just move to somewhere where someone will actually be attracted to me, cos obviously socal is a bit too plastic for me, and i'm just not plastic enough. anyways, that's it, i'm finished with my bitching. i'm out till later.
 
     Read 4 - Post
 
what happened next, guess what? you don't wanna know.....   
09:48pm 20/06/2004
 
mood: happy
oh lordy, what a week this has been. i have been partying, getting no sleep, and working like crazy. all that is not a good combination for my body. in fact, my body has kinda been rebelling against me...lol. i've been pushing it to work on as little as 2 hours of sleep, and then work 8 hours the next day....lol. it's like it's been saying, "hey fucker!! i need to relax, so i'm gonna shut down so you can't do anything" hehe, so shut down it did. i slept a bunch yesterday, even though i went out, more on that later. but i slept a bunch today and am preparing to sleep some more. anyways, i have adopted a new friend!!! marcus. marcus is freakin' great!!! he's black, like me, he likes to dance, like me, and he also likes to clown on random people in public settings....just like me!!!! we've been going to the club a bunch and it's just been fun. i've been hanging out with kyle a lot too, so yeah ,it's been a really fun and healthy experience to say the least. even though i was kinda down the other day. kyle, marcus and i went to denny's after the club. i don't know what it is, but i just cant' get hit on at that place, i don't get it. kyle gets hit on, marcus gets hit on, and i'm just standing there. kyle says it's cos i give people evil looks, i dont' think i do, but i have been told i'm intimidating, and unapproachable. oh well, life goes on i guess. i just have to keep repeating , "you're not ugly, you're just not these guys' type, there's nothing wrong with you". see, i feel better already...lol. anywho, i hung out with this guy from palm springs last night. totally cute guy, and he's white, now you know he has to be cute if i'm feeling a white guy....lol. ok, hold up that came out wrong, i have nothing against dating white guys, it's just that that's all i used to date, so i've been giving them a rest lately, i think i got burned out at an early age...lol. anyways, we went to hunters, which is this club in palm springs, and hung out there, had some drinks, whatever. then went back to his place, and well....hmmm, i don't kiss and tell...lol. but nothing serious happened. i had fun though, and he wants to go to the movies sometime. he's a pro golfer, not exactly anything i know about , but oh well, he's cool. i've been missing jason, amber and mom lately a lot!!! and my mom called me today and that made me miss her too!!! i'm still contemplating going to florida. it's just weird, like i'm making a bunch of new friends here, but i'm missing the florida bunch, who knows? i just don't , i'll figure it out though, everything happens for a reason. and omg, i've been having sooo much fun by not shopping and mix and matching the clothes i already own into new ensembles!!!! i know, i'm such a freakin' prissy bitch, but ya know what? that's just me, live it, learn it, love it....lol. anyways guys, i'm out now, i need some rest. and gearing up for another fun week in the life of yours truly................me.
 
     Read 6 - Post
 
let's see what this turns out to be like....   
06:43pm 16/06/2004
 

Top Commenters on richyrich909's LiveJournal
1richyrich90920 20
2sxydddy1611 11
3theworkoutnerd10 10
4xtcdreamz9 9
5j2thaday7 7
6lefthere2linger7 7
7Anonymous5 5
8kyle72024 4
9x_offender3 3
10_____displaced2 2
11outofstyle2 2
12unleashed852 2
13keithbabe271 1

Total Commenters: 13
Total Comments: 83

Report generated 6/16/2004 6:42:44 PM by scrapdog's LJ Comment Stats Wizard 1.1

 
     Read 5 - Post
 
   
06:27pm 16/06/2004
 
How to make a richyrich909
 
     Post
 
cinderella's got to go......   
12:22pm 12/06/2004
 
mood: rejuvenated
hehe. cheesy i know. but you know what? this little britney spears ditty sums up everything that happened this week between paris and i. last night, on my way out to the club to hang out with amber "yay she's back from florida to visit" davis!!!! we haven't exactly been on the up and ups this week anyways, and last night was just the straw that broke the camel's back. i really do like the boy, he's the only boy i've ever been emotionally attached to. it's going to hurt a little while, but hey, you gotta get over stuff. it's been 3 months ,and i've barely seen him. in fact, it's only been twice. not to mention he would get so jealous if i went out with my friends, or said hi to someone while he was on the phone, or not talk to him all nite long. when i'm dating someone, i give them attention, but i've never been one to stop my life for a man. and i have, am not, and will never been anyone who chooses a guy over my long time friends. it's just not me. so last night he was supposed to be coming down with his friend. well, he didn't even call me at all for 2 hours, then all of a sudden he calls. apparently they had a blow out, and her spare had no air in it. so he went back home in a pissy mood. so he's all, "i'm sorry, i wanted to see you, and you could be out with your friends right now, but you had to wait for me...go with your friends, you need to see them, she's only in town a couple of days." so eventually i was like...ok. so then he cops an attitude. so i'm driving and then he calls back and is like, "where are you?" and i'm all, driving. and he's like, uummmm, ok then i will talk to you next week. i'm like, next week?!!! so then he goes into this huge thing about how he was "testing" me to see who i would choose, my friends or him. and i'm like, fuck this , this is retarded. i'm not a child, i'm not in school, and no one runs me. you're not supposed to test people in a relationship. you're supposed to trust them and communicate effectively with them. and yeah, so we're talking and he's basically going on about how don't put him first yada yada yada. i'm like, i never go out, i have been lately cos of my friends, i just turned 21, and the last 3 months of my life have dedicated to him. i've been a perfect fucking boyfriend, and i'm no one's going to make me believe that i'm not. he just has issues with his ex boyfriends and compares me to them, which i am not, i am me. so he ended up saying something like, i might call you next week, maybe not, so i'm like, no fuck this. i can't make you love me, i can't please you, nothing that i do is enough, and you'll never be satisfied. if we were going to end this, i at least wanted to be friends and that's not good enough for you, so i wish you luck in life, god bless you, and take care. then i hung up. end of that. it was weird, i almost cried, but something just wouldn't let me. then i got to the club to see all my friends i haven't seen in forever. and some i'd never met. well, one of holly's friends was there, she is so adorable, a cute lil black chick. and oh my freakin' goodness. we were dancing ,and the dance floor actually cleared just to watch us. then, it was so hot, and i didn't want to stop dancing, so i, yes, dontavius brooks, lil shy me, decides to flip my shirt behind my back, so my stomach and chest and everything are showing. i've never done that, i've never been the , "hey let's take my shirt off so everyone can see" kinda guy. but i guess i am now. and besides, it wasn't for show, it was for heat disspating reasons...lol. but yeah, then we all went back to denny's and amber's asleep on my couch right now. i woke up and felt like "early morning" lol. cos i got four hours of sleep the night before, then was out till 4:30 last night. but it's all good. it's all for amber ,and i can't wait to spend more time with her. so yeah, paris and i are over, but i do feel kind of relieve. i mean, god knows what he's doing and never lets anything happen that's not supposed to. so i'm putting my faith in him, like always to steer me in the right direction. and as fun as last night was, i couldn't help but put everything aside and just enjoy life. it's too short to be depressed over something. and what happened was not my fault, just two people with two different paths in life. i'll miss him, but i also need someone who trusts me, and a little less overprotective. anyways, sorry for making you read all this. just needed to share....lol take care everyone and until next time......*mwah*!!!

"i was taught not to run away,
cos raindrops will always fall on my face
when it seems like all hope is gone....
gotta get through the storm , before you can see the dawn
this is all i am, this is all i know
and i won't never , ever let go
no i won't let go"

"i'm sorry just trying to live my life,
don't worry, you're gonna be alright
but cinderella's got to go...
 
     Post
 
see, i was born to be a recording artist!!! haha   
07:47pm 09/06/2004
 
mood: pleased
Extroverted (E) 55% Introverted (I) 45%
Imaginative (N) 59.46% Realistic (S) 40.54%
Emotional (F) 60.53% Intellectual (T) 39.47%
Easygoing (P) 60.53% Organized (J) 39.47%
Your type is: ENFP
[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<td [...] left">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

<div align="center"><!--55 59.46 60.53 60.53--> <table style="color: black; background: #eeeeee" border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0"> <tr> <td> <div align="center"> <table style="color: black; background: #dddddd" border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0"> <tr> <td> <div align="center"> Extroverted (E) 55% Introverted (I) 45%<br> Imaginative (N) 59.46% Realistic (S) 40.54%<br> Emotional (F) 60.53% Intellectual (T) 39.47%<br> Easygoing (P) 60.53% Organized (J) 39.47%<br> </div> </td> </tr> </table> <table style="color: black; background: #eeeeee" border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0"> <tr> <td> <div align="center"> Your type is: <b><font size="+3">ENFP</font></b><br> </div> </td> </tr> </table> <table style="color: black; background: #dddddd" border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" width="100%"> <tr> <td width="280quot;>> <div align="left"> You are an Inspirer, possible professions include - conference planner, speech pathologist, HR development trainer, ombudsman, clergy, journalist, newscaster, career counselor, housing director, character actor, marketing consultant, musician/composer, artist, information-graphics designer, human resource manager, merchandise planner, advertising account manager, dietitian/nutritionist, speech pathologist, massage therapist, editor/art director. </div> </td> </tr> </table> </div> </td> </tr> </table> <a href="http://similarminds.com/career.html">Take Free Career Inventory Personality Test</a><br><font size="1"><a href="http://similarminds.com">personality tests by similarminds.com</a></font></div>
 
     Read 2 - Post
 
happy birthday to.......me!!!!!!   
03:14pm 04/06/2004
 
mood: happy
hey y'all. it's me, i'm just sitting here after a great couple of days!!! well actually, yesterday was ok, i was kinda down, just missing people and such. but last night was sooo fun. there were a few minor setbacks, but once kyle and i got to the club it was great!!!!! they announced my name like crazy, and josie brought her friends, one of them i love!!!!! she's a cute lil black chick from banning no less, and we just danced like crazy. then my good friend johnny, who works there now, bought me a beer. i hate alcohol, but he bought it, and was hovering over me like a hawk, so i drank it, it actually didn't taste as bad as i remember, but yeah. kyle, josie and i were dancing up a storm. actually i didn't see a lot of josie, being that whenever we go out, she always hooks up with someone, not sexually, but you know what i mean. well, yeah, this night was no exception....lol. it's cool though, i love her!!! so yeah, then kyle and i met a couple of cool people, this one gorgeous guy who we always check out, and this guy/drag queen who works there, he's johnny's friend, but soooo cool, i liked him, not like that though...lol. i got my hair cut, and it looks sooo cute...lol. also, (a highlight of last night) some chick who was competing in the dance idol competition split her pants in the very beginning of her song, AND DIDN'T HAVE ANY UNDERWEAR ON!!! i loved this girl, cos she just kept on dancing and showing everything...lol. so yeah, that was great. but even after the partying was over and the goodbyes were said, something incredible happened when i stepped into my apartment. i checked my voicemail, cos paris had called, but i just returned his call earlier without checking my voicemail. well, he called me at 12:03 to say happy birthday, and then sang this like 4 minute song to me, i think it's called, "happy happy birthday baby" it was the most romantic thing that's ever happened to me!!!! he even switched up the lyrics, instead of, "so happy you're my baby" he sang, "so happy you're my papi" lol. and then he ended the song with my name......i was in love the second i heard that.....well, maybe not love, but extreme like!!! it was just so cool that someone cared enough about me to do that, that was just....oooh...totally amazing!!!! so yeah, then i went to work today, after getting like 3 hours of sleep, and felt completely awake!!! not only that , but when i got to work, everyone had decorated my desk, and gave me presents. xtina even baked me a cake and is dropping off a present this weekend!!! paula gave me my first rose ever!!! it's yellow and in this really cool vase. she also gave me 21 bucks!!! so yeah, i can put gas in my car!!! hehe. and elaine gave me a 25 buck stater's gift card, so i can eat too!!! hehe. and i got a card, and a sticker. i was so happy. omg, last night since i dropped kyle off to get his car and got a haircut, i was pressed for time. well, kyle's car still didn't work, so all of a sudden i didn't have time to go home and change cos i had to get him, so i rushed to the moreno valley mall, 15 minutes before closing ,and bought a pair of 58 dollar express4men jeans....lol . yeah, i'm returning them tomorrow...lol. i had my shirt in my car, but not my jeans, so yeah, i needed a quick fix....lol. oh well, it was well worth it, and yeah, i'm 21 now!!!! i can.....pay less to get into clubs, go to any casino, go into any club i want, and buy alcohol that my friends will drink and i will not touch......all in all, a good age so far!!!!! hehe. love y'all ..........bye.
 
     Read 2 - Post
 
the good and bad of don brooks....   
06:31pm 02/06/2004
 
mood: indifferent
ok, well, hello everyone. it's me again. this week has been pretty cool actually. the weekend was nice and relaxing. monday rocked ass!!! hehe....that's for you j.!! on monday i worked some overtime at the highland facility. so yeah, since it was memorial day, i was getting paid $20 an hour!!! so yeah that as good, even though that money will be soooo gone, like monica, well, like monica from j. records since freakin' clive davis dropped her from the label...*tear* anywho, she's rich, so back to me. yeah, i have major bills coming up, but i trust in god that he'll guide me through and get me on my feet. he always does. lol. yeah, so after work i stopped by rachel and teresa's house, (a.k.a. "the lesbians") it's really their official title. they are so cute, and so in love. i hope i find that someday. yeah, so all day long for some reason i was like, " i reeeeaally wanna go to casino morongo" i never want to go there, but i went , just because you should never avoid intuition. so i went, for like my 3rd time in 3 years...lol. next thing i know i'm on the phone with j. and lo and behold i won 93 bucks off 6 bucks!!!! how freakin' cool is that?!! i guess i'm a really lucky person when i think about it. i like to consider it blessed though. well, yesterday was cool, i watched "the simple life" dvd that i bought, and yes, that is my new favorite dvd!!! i'm lovin' it. it gives me that same feeling that i get after watching "clueless" or "batman returns", and everyone knows those are my two favorite movies of all time!!! hehe. so yeah, it's funny, i hope i didn't wake my neighbors laughing so much last night. well, i went and applied at a bunch of places in the mall yesterday, so that was cool. well i actually only got applications, but i'm turning them in on friday. today was ok, nothing too good, nothing too bad, but i am a lil saddened. yesterday i called lisa, a girl and really good friend i used to work with to tell her that she's invited to my birthday dinner on friday at t.g.i. friday's. so she picks up and i'm all, "hey it's don!!!" and she's all, "heeeey, i'm gonna have to call you back" all bitchy and sarcastic. then she calls back ,and i tell her that she's invited, and she's all, " oh yeah it is that time isn't it?" and said that i didn't have a car for a while and i've been working tons of overtime , but i still have her aerosmith cd i bought her like a month and a half ago for her going away party. and she's all, " oh, well i already bought it since i never heard from you or anything" she didn't sound the same, she sounded, like, bitchy and sarcastic, like she was doing a favor for me by talking to her. it's like when someone gets promoted and they talk down to you, or make it appear that they think they're better than you. that's the vibe i was getting. so the last thing she said was, "well happy b day ....if i don't see you by then" i'm like, ok, i'm the king of fake, and that was fake!!!! so yeah, that was a bit disappointing. but oh well, people are people. and also, i think i'm going to end up cancelling my birthday dinner, cos everyone seems to have "something else" to do, it's sad. like, i know that people have other plans and stuff, but i don't know, i guess since i never really do anything that stays concrete, i'm just used to dropping what i'm doing and doing stuff for other people. so i dunno, i don't want to be the only one at my birthday dinner, so i think i'm just going to cancel it altogether. i'm still stoked about the club tomorrow night though, that should be fun!!! i'm just hoping that people show up to that....geez, i really don't have many friends do i? hehe, oh well, i don't care if i'm the only person dancing there, i'm gonna have fun on my 21st birthday, it's mine, i'm special, and dammit, i'm worth it!!! hehe. so anyways, yes, that is the good and bad of don brooks......week one....lol
 
     Post
 
fucking people....men are sooo stupid.......   
08:13pm 27/05/2004
 
mood: frustrated
why is it that everyone has an opinion about me and how i should live my life? i'm like, i work my ass off, pay for everything, and now i'm looking for a second job and it seems that i have a bunch of people saying shit to me? i'm not here to please people, i'm here to survive for myself. i've just come to the conclusion that men are fucking idiots. i know, i know, i am one of them, i know, i just think that i'm one of the few normal ones. this guy i'm talking to says , i'm not making enough money because, "i don't want to make enough money". oh , i'm soo fucking sorry that everytime my boss calls and says, "don can you work..." that i'm there. that i fucking haven't had a 2 day weekend in a month, and that i've been pulling 12 hour shifts 2 days every week for the last 3 weeks. i can't force people to give me a raise or anything. so tonight i'm going at 1am to see if i want to throw newspapers. cos right now it's extra money, money that i need. i'm also applying at denny's for an evening position. then i'm trying to be a friend to this guy who just moved down here, and i've been seriously broke the past week, cos i just put my whole paycheck down on a car. so i haven't had the luxury of going out and hanging with him. so last night he's all, hey let's hang out tomorrow, so i'm like ok. so i brought my car to the dealership and i text him saying hey, i'll be home at 7, you can meet me there if you want. cos he wanted to go to a club. then he flips out and says he's tired of begging to hang out with me, and that i have too many excuses. any of you guys who know me knows that i don't stand for anyone telling me off for no apparent reason, so i'm like, " call inland auto center, say you're don brooks and you want to know if your maroon nissan sentra is ready yet." then i gave him the number to call, then he's all, thats ok, i'm just tired of these games. so i'm like, men are fucking idiots, i'm tired of their opinions of me, and unless someone's gonna give me money or help me pay my bills, i don't need a course on how to run my life. anyways, for those of you who aren't pissing me off, i miss you, love you and hope to see you soon.....love.....me. i'm over it....lol
 
     Read 1 - Post
 
yay, the sun came out!!!!   
06:15pm 18/05/2004
 
mood: cheerful
hey guys. these last few mornings have been really weird, it's been all....cloudy, but then around noon or so, it's all sunny. the sun makes me happy...geez i'm an idiot. anywho, don got a car yesterday!!!!! they're taking my lil convertible sometime tomorrow i think as a trade in, and my fabulous best friend jason helped me out!!!! thanks j. well, i now don't have the 87 celica convertible..i'll miss the drop top. but now i have a 96 nissan sentra, and yeah, it runs!!!! and has power everything and a/c. my a/c was fucked up in the celica, and the top dripped in the rain, so yeah, it pooped out last week. there was a reason i didn't stress out over all this. god knows what he's doing, and he knew that i needed a better running car, so that's why all this happened. i've just learned not to question things and just let things roll. i did fall into a dillemma today though. i realized that i'm giving the dealership the other 600 bucks on the same paycheck that my first car payment is due, but i'm working enough o/t to do it, so yeah. awwww, i love my lil car...lol. and it gets 40mpg, yeah, here in cali, where the gas is $2.35 a gallon for regular, that's gonna come in reeeeeaaally handy and save me some cash. i miss kyle, i haven't been able to get ahold of him the last couple of days, or anyone else for that matter. i'm really missing jason and mom and amber!!!!! and why is the thought of going to florida still fluttering through my mind? i dunno...lol. anyways, yeah, all's well, i was irritable at work, i'm doing some o/t tomorrow, thank goodness, it just sucks that i missed o/t on sunday though. oh yeah, if you're wondering, "o/t" stands for overtime. i'm gonna see if i can squeeze some more out of kathleen in highland....hopefully. OMG, DID ANYONE SEE THE "EVERYBODY'S FOOL" VIDEO FROM EVANESCENCE?!!!! ok, anyone who knows me knows that i relate to that song very very well. i love it, it's probably my favorite track on the album. but yeah, the video is sooo cool, and amy lee looks soo good with blonde hair. i swear, not just because i'm a fan, that the video is somewhat aimed at britney spears. you'll have to see it to get the connection. anyways, i'll talk to y'all later. wuv u!!! ..........me
 
     Read 2 - Post
 
i feel so dirrty......i kinda like it...lol   
03:53pm 15/05/2004
 
richyrich909's LiveJournal Slut Stats
The below percentages indicate what richyrich909 has done with the 17 people on his friends list!
met

52.9%
hugged

47.1%
dated

17.6%
kissed

23.5%
seen topless

23.5%
seen naked

17.6%
phone sexed

11.8%
made out

17.6%
oral sex

5.9%
fucked

5.9%
What are your LiveJournal Slut Stats?
Sponsored via Adult Friend Finder. Keep this meme and others like it checking it out or getting free account! You may meet the match of your dreams!
 
     Post
 
one more time......   
03:42pm 15/05/2004
 
mood: calm
well, it's saturday and i'm here, lounging around the house. this week has been, well, tireing. my legs are sore from walking an hour just to catch the bus, and i'm just tired. i was supposed to take my car to the mechanics today, but they were too busy to fit me in. i was also supposed to go to wango tango with monica today, but that bitch didn't even bother to call me and tell me we weren't going, or she wasn't going or anything. i called her like 6 times yesterday and never heard anything, i hate flaky people, ugh. anyways, besides all that, life's been cool. i can't really complain, i have my health, i have my house, i have everything i need besides a car, so yeah. i went to go see "mean girls" last night with rachel and teresa and spent the night. the movie was sooooo good!!! it was like actual high school, not like those movies where the characters are just a cheesy exaggeration of high schoolers. these girls were pretty much right on the money. i've been talking to paris non-stop the last couple of days!!!! he's such a great guy and he makes me happy!!!! i'm hoping to somehow get my car fixed if at all possible. i'm gonna take it to the mechanics to find out exactly what's going on with it, and then hopefully catching my father on a day he has off so he can fix it. freakin' pizza guy, where the fuck are you?!!! anyways, oh, there he is...hold up...ok, i'm happy now, i have pizza, cheese bread, and soda. not only that, but hte cute lil boy i used to go to high school with was the delivery guy. soooo cute...anyways, yeah, paris...lol. he just said he's seen me at the hospital a few times. i'm thinking, what the fuck, i work in redladns, are you gay and stalking me? hehe. jk...kinda. well, i'm missing jason and amber, and mom right now. omg, last night i was seriously thinking, "hey what if i were to move to florida?" then i was like, *smack*!!! no, you're not. you're staying right here...lol. i'm freakin' not wanting to go to work on monday, but oh well, ya do what you have to do. omg , ok so this morning i was watching E! news weekend. well that one weird chick who hosts it with the black guy was on there. her head is waaaaay too big for her head!!! and her hair's all flat and weird looking against her humungous head. i really don't like her. and ted cassablanca, uh uh. he's what, like mid 40's? why is he dressing like me? he could have a son, or adopted one, my age and they could share clothes, it looks ridiculous. for some reason some women can wear young clothes and look cute in them, but old gay men? it just doesn't have the same effect. he is very attractive though, but anyways. and who is the black guy on there? i find him sexy for some reason....hmmm. and why the fuck am i talking about E! news weekend?!! oh lordy don, you need some food and beverages...lol. i'm out for now. luv y'all , i'll check in later.
 
     Read 2 - Post
 
well, i'm home again....   
02:31pm 09/05/2004
 
mood: relieved
well, hello friends, it's me again. let's see, what's going on? well, i went to work at 9am this morning to do some overtime just to find out that i didn't need to be there cos the new girl was going to be alone. i had already driven 20 minutes and wasted gas, so i just stayed there half day and chilled. it was so nice actually, it was absolutely dead, so the tech, the new girl and i just sat around talking and having fun. then i left, bought some laundry supplies and just got in. i'm gonna try to stop drinking soda, *tear*. i've decided it's too much. i drink absolutely no water at all, and i got through...no lie, 36-48 sodas in a 7 day period, so yeah, time to quit. i'm sure it won't last, but hey, i'm always up for a challenge. well, i'm sooooo fucking through with that stupid ass britney_fans community. i simply stated an opinion, and then got some feedback, some negative, some possitive, which was cool, i like getting feedback regardless. then these creepy psychos start sending me these stupid comments basically just bashing me, and then, get this, there's actually a duo of them against me and other "stupid" people. lordy, when will these freaks get a life...lol. anyways, yeah as of today i officially removed myself from that chaos and have just decided to let their community keep sucking ass...lol. i did, however, meet some cool people through it and they are now added to my friends list (katie & jenny). these girls were too cool and just were there with me the whole time. they rock!!! lol. well paris and i are great again, we had a looooong conversation about us and everything, and yeah, it's all gravy. he's so freakin' adorable...hehe. i miss jason, amber and mom, sigh. and now i'm missing my own mother too, i dunno, just feeling kinda lonely, yet enjoying the quiet also. well, i'm off to clean my wonderful apartment which i have been taking pics of on my new phone...lol. so i'll hit you guys up later. luv y'all....me.
 
     Read 16 - Post
 
   
08:52am 08/05/2004
 
What Angelina Jolie quote are you? by Belenen
username:
your quote:The truth is that I am probably the least morbid person one can meet. If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do.
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
 
     Post
 
ugh, freakin' a!!!!   
11:44pm 06/05/2004
 
mood: irritated
ok, so today was ok. work was pretty good, it made me laugh, eleazar's being a dumbass and there's gonna probably be an argument tomorrow, oh well. anyways, today i went up to joshua tree for a couple of hours for karaoke and yeah, it was fun. i got to see my good friend amy!!!! she kicks soooo much ass!!! she had her lil niece who's only like a few months old there, she was so fucking adorable, and liked all the gay guys there. jacob was there, the guy i dated for like , i dunno, 2 weeks a few months back. we were civil, we are still acquaintances, so yeah, it's nice to have a cool psuedo ex that doesn't want to fuck me, or hate my guts....lol. so yeah, i call paris from the beatnik , and he seemed a little upset. so i'm thinking, oh lordy, he's getting mad cos i'm here. he tells me to call him back when i get home. so yeah, i get home, and i call him. and he's all upset cos i didn't call beforehand to let him know that i was going. it was just kinda spontaneous actually, i didn't plan on going anywhere tonight. so yeah, then he gets another phone call, and i'm on hold for like 5 minutes, then he comes back and is all.......i'll just call you back. i know he probably won't call me back tonight, and i'll hear from him tomorrow. i dunno, that just kinda pissed me off a little bit. it's like, what did i do? i didn't cheat on you, i didn't go to a club and hook up with someone. i went to freakin' karaoke in joshua , population 3. hopefully he's calmed down by tomorrow. i dunno, i'm sure things will be fine, it's just irritating how he seems to compare me to his ex's that have fucked him over. i've had those too, but i'm like, people are different. i completely understand him, but he's gotta stop comparing me to his ex's, i'm not them. i'm not hooking up, cheating on him, or lying to him in any way, shape, or form, so there's no need to feel that way. even though i know he has no way of proving if i am or not. i dunno, hopefully he'll learn to trust me and just stop making me seem like his ex, and treat me like the guy that he wants to eventually become his boyfriend. anyways, i'm going to bed, i know he's not going to call.
 
     Post
 
haha, look at the favorite song.....that's toooo creepy...   
08:02pm 04/05/2004
 
mood: surprised
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Punk
Your Favorite Band/SongBritney Spears - Slave 4 U
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are:You don't have any friends
You Were Conceived:Underwater
You Will Marry:A nudist
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
 
     Post
 
here i am again.....   
10:05am 23/04/2004
 
mood: irritated
well, this past week has been interesting. work was good. i got a day off on thursday cos i was parked illegally apparently and got caught, yes, my work has parking rules, more like commandments. oh well, it was fun and i've worked enough overtime to replace the lost cash and still have a fat check, so joke's on them...lol. anyways, my car's been overheating and such, and that really sucks. i just went to replace the thermostat, cos that's the only thing i can think that's wrong with it, and i can't get this one fucking nut off. i'm so irritated, everytime i go to do something to my car, it's always one fucking screw, or nut or something i can't get off. and then i had my first encounter with a bitchy neighbor. she lives in the complex next to me, not anywhere in the little foursome i live in. she's trying to get in, and i'm flagging her to go ahead, she's not going to hit my car, and she just slowly pulls in. then she's like, " hey guy, you're parked to close, you see the lines, you're on them" i'm thinking, bitch, you made it in, just open your door, you're driving a ford contour, not a benz. anyways, yeah, so i had to rush, put my car back together, and move over like 2 inches . then she stares and the coolant on the ground and is like, "oh oil, oh no, you should not be doing this" so now i'm really fed up. but being the quick-witted gemini i am, i just responded with an , oh i know, i was overheating and it started to leak, i'm trying to figure out why. she's this little fucking asian woman, nothing against any little asian women, but she's a bitchy one. ugh, sorry. anywho, i'm supposed to be going to s.d. with kyle tonight, but i'm feeling kinda headachish, so i don't know. anyways, i got my hair cut by my wonderful hair stylist, sharana. and now's the weekend. and just when i thought i didn't have any overtime, my boss calls me and let's me know that i'll be training a new girl this sunday when i work, so let her do all the work mostly so she can get a feel for it. which i was soooo happy about, cos i wanted some more o.t. on this next paycheck and didn't think i'd have any. but yeah i played it off as if i knew i was supposed to be working, they didn't even tell me i was supposed to be....lol. anyways, i'm off now to just sit around and ponder how i'm going to get this fucking nut off my car. oh well, i'll figure something out, i always do. luv y'all.....late.
 
     Post
 
what a beautiful weekend....   
10:05am 23/04/2004
 
mood: relaxed
well, all weekend i've been just lounging around and forgetting what day of the week it is. i was off yesterday so i keep thinking that yesterday was saturday and today is sunday. i have to work tomorrow so it'll actually be like a 2 day weekend but yeah. how freakin' cute is my background pic. i loooooove craig david, so yeah it fits very very well, especially since this is the only pic of him shirtless.....(tries to adjust excitement) lol. anywho, this has been really relaxing the past 2 days and have just been dicking around my house and yeah, that's about it. i've also been talking to paris non-stop, which is a good thing. he's coming down next weekend to visit me.....(tries to hide excitement) lol. i went grocery shopping yesterday and ugh, i can't stand people. if you're in my way at the store, move your ass so i can get through to the frozen food section!!!!! and their fucking kids, ugh, keep them on leashes or leave them in their cages. i am still waiting for my "too cute 4 U" cell phone, but it looks like it'll be monday when i get it. i think i might head up to joshua tree next week for karaoke, yeah, that seems fun. and omg, i bought a shirt at hollister co. the other day, and it actually doesn't look good on me!!!! now hold up y'all, i'm not being conceited, it's just that if you really know me personally, you know that hollister co. and club monaco are the two places where i can buy ANYTHING and have it fit right. but yeah, i found a glitch in the fashion matrix with both of them actually recently. well, actually i just needed my 60 bucks back from club monaco, so i returned some pants...lol. but yeah, the shirt doesn't fit, so i'll take it back on monday when i get my phone. i've been doing so well with my finances, yay for me!!!! i'm on the phone with bestest friend jason right now. it's so fun talking to him on the phone..lol. we're talking about his job, he has to STOP CUSSING!!!! that's sick. as much as i cuss at work, i would've been fired a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago. four letter words dominate me at work, and elsewhere come to think about it. anyways, i'm gonna go now, i'll talk to you guys later. luv y'all.......me
 
     Post
 
hmmm, look at this.....   
10:05am 23/04/2004
 
mood: satisfied

How do you measure up?
Username:
Time you were born:
City you were born in:
Intelligence - 99%
Looks - 99%
Success - 51%
Net Worth $40,513,321.92
This QuickKwiz by waywardpixie - Taken 13436 Times.
</a>


that was a great way to start the morning, but only half successful....oh well, that's still a lot of money!!! hehe
 
     Post